[She has cups and a thermos, as well as her usual snacks of nuts and berries when he gets to the Greenhouse. She waits for him, curious what is going on.]
[He doesn't rush, but it's not too long before he shows up. While he doesn't look terrible it's clear that he has a lot on his mind and the smile he gives her as he approaches is distracted.]
[He does smile at her, properly once she gets his attention with the touch on his arm, and he pulls her to him for a gentle one-armed squeeze that lasts a couple of moments before he lets her go.]
Don't know why I had to ask, should have just come down here.
[But yes, he is definitely mentally chewing over it and has been for a while now. He's not sure if Aerith is really the right person to talk through his relationship issues with, though he's sure that she'd listen if he started.
He's quiet for a minute, then takes a small sip of tea.]
How are you and Zack doing?
[Well, he's sure never cared to ask about that before.]
[If he wants to chew on it, then he has to. Though...he's never asked about her and Zack's relationship before. She blinked, a little surprised, before taking a sip of tea.]
We're doing good. We're still getting to know each other again- there was a lot of time apart, but we're getting better.
It helps that we're spending time together. At our cabins, at the Greenhouse, the Pool...though we don't always have to talk.
[A nod. She doesn't need to say any more than that. Even without the full context of it he can grasp the kind of pressure she might be under based on what she's told him before.
He reaches over to briefly squeeze her arm.]
Better to be like that, yeah? [Then a sigh, slow and heavy as he turns his eyes up to the ceiling.]
Me and Abel, we... we don't have anything like that, but... there's history there that makes it hard to just be two people together, sometimes.
[She got to laugh at Zack when he tried doing a blond streak, he made fun of her for being so fussy about being cute. And they enjoyed being themselves. The most important part.]
But you two don't have that. So...it seems it's going to be a bumpy ride.
Not that I'm saying anything new. I'm sure it's been difficult just to be here.
[A shrug. It isn't something he gets into that much because honestly, it's a tired topic.]
There's a gap there. Abel doesn't... get what it feels like to be in prison. Not like I do. But at least he's stopped trying to get me to play along with this shitshow.
['How can someone so smart be so fucking stupid' is something that has crossed Alexei's mind more than once.
But then he looks over at her with a wry smile.]
You can't? Alliance had communal showers too. I use Abel's sometimes. Or Florian's. [Shrug.] But if I need to I'll use those. Just make sure it's quiet. Usually is.
[He shakes his head a bit.]
Less need to defend myself from a shiv in the back here, and I don't give a shit if anyone sees my bare ass. They can look all they want.
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When you're in the greenhouse next would you tell me?
If you don't mind having some company for a bit in whatever you're doing there
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I'm there right now. Did you want me to get any tea or snacks or anything?
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[He'll be on his way shortly.]
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[She has cups and a thermos, as well as her usual snacks of nuts and berries when he gets to the Greenhouse. She waits for him, curious what is going on.]
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Hey, you.
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[She lightly touched his arm, offering him a smile. His mind was somewhere else but...she wasn't going to push.]
Want some tea now or later?
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[He does smile at her, properly once she gets his attention with the touch on his arm, and he pulls her to him for a gentle one-armed squeeze that lasts a couple of moments before he lets her go.]
Don't know why I had to ask, should have just come down here.
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It's not a bad thing to check Alexei. Zack sometimes is here, and sometimes I hang out with him by the pool to keep him company.
And...it seems you need some privacy.
[And she offers him tea.]
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[He takes the tea and holds the cup in both hands, letting the warmth of it sink into his palms.]
Yeah, maybe. Got some stuff going on... but there's only so long I can sit in that cabin before I want to kick a wall in.
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[She glanced up at him, before pouring herself a cup. Not as much, since she thought...well, he might need it more.]
You wanna talk about it? Or do you need to mentally chew on it a little longer?
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[But yes, he is definitely mentally chewing over it and has been for a while now. He's not sure if Aerith is really the right person to talk through his relationship issues with, though he's sure that she'd listen if he started.
He's quiet for a minute, then takes a small sip of tea.]
How are you and Zack doing?
[Well, he's sure never cared to ask about that before.]
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[If he wants to chew on it, then he has to. Though...he's never asked about her and Zack's relationship before. She blinked, a little surprised, before taking a sip of tea.]
We're doing good. We're still getting to know each other again- there was a lot of time apart, but we're getting better.
It helps that we're spending time together. At our cabins, at the Greenhouse, the Pool...though we don't always have to talk.
It's just...really nice that he's there.
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The more he 'gets to know' Abel, the less he feels like he ever knew him at all. Alexei rubs a hand over his face and exhales sharply.]
Just having someone you know from home can be... really good, yeah?
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I have quite a few people from my world here. Sometimes it's wonderful.
Other times, it's great to start fresh without the history.
As it is, Zack and I don't know everything about what they other has done.
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Hm. You don't?
[Starting fresh without the history... That statement sure hits in a way she probably didn't mean it to.]
He from later on than you?
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Or he has information from the future- my future at least.
[She sighs quietly.]
Vincent hasn't been shy about sharing the future info either.
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[He frowns a little at that.]
I've met Vincent a few times. Had him figured for someone who had a bit more class than that.
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[Her smile was a little crooked, and she offered a small shrug.]
It's better that I know now. He knows as well as anyone that I've...been under pressure before.
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[It is like Aerith to give someone grace like that, he thinks, and he looks at her curiously for a moment or two.]
That's what you're gonna call it?
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That's the kindest way to put it. I...well.
[She offered a sheepish shrug, before glancing around to check for privacy.]
Cetra are just about dead as a race. So it comes with a lot of pressure. Power and responsibility, and all that.
I'm just glad it never came up with Zack and I. We were just...two people, most of the time.
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He reaches over to briefly squeeze her arm.]
Better to be like that, yeah? [Then a sigh, slow and heavy as he turns his eyes up to the ceiling.]
Me and Abel, we... we don't have anything like that, but... there's history there that makes it hard to just be two people together, sometimes.
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[She got to laugh at Zack when he tried doing a blond streak, he made fun of her for being so fussy about being cute. And they enjoyed being themselves. The most important part.]
But you two don't have that. So...it seems it's going to be a bumpy ride.
Not that I'm saying anything new. I'm sure it's been difficult just to be here.
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[A shrug. It isn't something he gets into that much because honestly, it's a tired topic.]
There's a gap there. Abel doesn't... get what it feels like to be in prison. Not like I do. But at least he's stopped trying to get me to play along with this shitshow.
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[She winced. Abel...could be so smart. But also real dense.]
Do you have any...rules, that you use for being here?
Like...I can't picture you using the Inmate showers.
[Too exposed.]
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But then he looks over at her with a wry smile.]
You can't? Alliance had communal showers too. I use Abel's sometimes. Or Florian's. [Shrug.] But if I need to I'll use those. Just make sure it's quiet. Usually is.
[He shakes his head a bit.]
Less need to defend myself from a shiv in the back here, and I don't give a shit if anyone sees my bare ass. They can look all they want.
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